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11 January 2010

If I Am Everything

1 comment:

vs ∞ said...

diciembre 2008


if i am everything, & everything is
everyone, what am i in the grand scheme of
it all? what is my role? what is this very thing
that surrounds me? what are these every
things? what do i mean to them & what do
they mean to me? how am i effected by them?
how do i affect them? if time doesn't exist,
what does it mean to be idle? what is a stand-
still & how is one lukewarm? how do I
make these choices in life? where & what is
my passion? i mean, what is it? in the most
literal of meanings. the very word. idea. why
is this my body? how do I separate my selves?
how do i be one with my selves? how are these
other people? what do they mean to me? why am i
not them? how am i not them? i know that i am
them. a little bit somehow. what if everyone knew
everything & i am the only one that doesn't know?
an insignificant life. what are these decisions? how
do i decide these things? is it actually me choosing
the options? how is someone else not me? why am i
in new york? could i really be anywhere else?
could i pretend to be someone else? are these
thoughts actually mine? do they even inhabit my
body? what do these emotions mean & how are
they even kept alive? what is sustaining me?